[Fineprint]
"Life As I See It"
<09/18/2011 - |09/18/2012>
12:36AM To 5:17AM

Verse 1:

My insecurities influence committin suicide
Depressed 'cause it seems juz like you lied
Too tired, can't focus like I'm wasted off 6 kegs of Everclear
My cries are what you'll never hear
Every year I lose sumpin like compulsive gamblers
Invested in optimism, now I'm in debt an' low on stamina
Everywhere, nothin but friends an' fuckers
The love part's replaced by intercourse, of course
Poor sport for not givin a fuck about fuckin
Honestly the fuckin thought of fuckin is muthafuckin fuckin annoyin me
See I outburst like I'm celibate wit' Tourette's
An' this isn't even about sex
I never save hoes; fuck those broads
I'm not them fuckz on Twitter, girl -- don't be a retard
I go hard, disregardin the clit juice drippin
My flow's a katana an' the beat I'm juz rippin
{1:22AM}

Hook(×1):

I'm always like "Nobody cares."
Everytime I turn around, nobody's there
When I scream out like Michael an' Janet
So fuck the world an' birth a new planet
But honestly, I can't open up to ya'll
Shuttin down an' refuse to lift up the wall
That's the way it is, buddy, better believe it
This is life the way I see it

Verse 2: {1:52AM}

I acknowledge I've been more of a failure than a success
But it hurts when you bring it up, give it a rest
I haven't lived up to your standards?
But from where I stand, I wasn't raised the right way
I mean, you guided me, but he was never around
If he heard this he'd pro'lly flip his house upside-down
It takes a village to raise a child
An' I'm all inhibited, caged up, ready to go wild
Howlin at the moon from a livin room window
Leavin claw marks in a notepad, one perturbed schizo
Sick as a infant, wasn't right from the get-go
Why he abandoned me, I'll never get tho
Fuck it, I'm all cried out, flooded a riverbed
Had enough like a dead alcoholic's liver said
My inner's dead, juz hopin we can put this behind us
Make a plus out of a minus...
{8:33PM}

Hook(×1)

Verse 3: {6:14PM}

Trapped, suppressin these emotions everyday
Pray to get closer but feel you movin away
If I get too wrapped up, I'll be broken in the end
Holdin on 'til I'm snuffed like a candle in the wind
When you said you didn't feel, my whole heart shattered
An' I was believin that all my attempts mattered
Maybe it's a malfunction in my defense mechanism
Protectin me from another schism
I love you to death, that's why I think about dyin
Livin without you'll lead to endless cryin
Especially if you find another
May not be together but you're still my significant other
Can't help bein insecure, been thru too much
I scream at God like "Enough is enough!"
I juz want the fuckin love I have to be reciprocated
Not remixed, fuckin diluted or downgraded... for real
{6:34PM}

Hook(×1)